Non of my business. right?

It's been a while didn't have any news about it and i thought i don't care it anymore. 

Who knows. I'm actually very care about it.  

Bad feeling and why should i? It's non of your business okay? Just don't fuck it.

He won't knows, she won't knows and they won't know. 
He won't cares, she won't cares and they don't care.
So why am i so stupid to carrying the bad feeling myself. Hello, no one will sympathize you.

Will be leaving this place for a while, back to the place that things begin. I hope i really come back with a new me. A new flower! :)

The Instant Love

Falling in love with instant polaroid, especially the classic one. Here the One Step Rainbow in my hand. The feeling holding the classic one much more better than the Fujifilm Instax mini. Love it because you can't expecting it. Love it because you can't edit it. Love it because you can't back to one. Love it because it's classic. Love it because it's seems like LOVE.

 •First Polaroid PX film• + •One Step Rainbow•

Showing off the first ever piece Polaroid PX 70 color shade cool film using the One Step Rainbow Polaroid Land camera captured my working table in my room. 16th July 2012. midnight. 

13th the black Friday

July has finally come. I am thinking everything will gonna be alright. As told by all the prediction, the Tarot. July is my month. 


July 13th 2012. 


Okay, check out the daily horoscope as usual. Showing 4-5 stars in every categories. Well, I going out to do something in a good mood. Lalala.... done my work. Good weather. Hm.... get back home and continue sleep. Hooray! 


Get into Yellow Zai. I'm in the driver seat. Potato was in the passenger seat. Thinking to just drop her by her office and I'm gonna back home after all. BANG!!!! WTF!! someone is kissing Yellow Zai ass! The moment was like playing pom pom car in the high way! Aww...It's 13th the black Friday.


Thanks god I'm still fine. But Yellow Zai was not that lucky. He have to stay in workshop for a week. Bad luck go away please. I'm so tired about it. I dunno how long I still can hold on. I dunno how strong I am until being strong is the only way I have, but actually i'm not as strong as you think. 


*Never trust the daily horoscope! :)


Flower.K

The Lady

Being a mama little girl two days, I am so happiness but she leaved me far far away again. 


Here we at the departure hall. Drop her luggage, took her boarding pass. We walk to the departure gate. Keep remind her the gate number. I am here looking at her going down the escalator, walking through the customs. She's getting smaller..... and disappear. 


Pay the fucking expensive parking fees. Walk to the car park. Get in my car, I started worry about her. Because of my selfishness, she has to go alone. I do not know whether my decision isn't it correct. I must have to responsible to myself. I'm so sorry, forgive me please.


Reached home. Give her a ring and tell her I'm home. She found the gate. Hurray!
She's complaining the airport have no selling her favorite Famous Amos cookies.  


Mum: ok lah, I reached I call you lah. Bye Bye! 


Doo.....


I have no chance to say bye bye and she cut off my phone.


Nevermind, I can track your flight on www.flightradar24.com *wink




I love you mum. 

What to do when there's nothing to do.

What to do when there's nothing to do? 

1. Facebook! checking out the news feed. refresh and refresh. checking out the photo album. again and again. 

2. iTunes! songs repeat and repeat. and still, repeat and repeat.

3. Instagram! like, like and like. hash, hash and hash. refresh and refresh. 

AND, you gonna repeat it over and over again the whole night until you fall asleep. 

ALSO, there's actually doing something. 

good night! :) 

Blissful weekend

A night of musical turned into a night of German beer with amazing ham platter. 

Photo steal from yvonnered.

Paulaner 0.3l, Ham platter, Music, Laughter. Perfect combo of an all girls Saturday night over the girls talk.
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An antique flea market turned into chilling Sunday afternoon.

Coffee, Sandwich, Instagraming, photo taking with things i like in a nice place. +wondermilk

She playing her iPhone, I'm taking my picture. Her lemon crush, my ice baby latte. A sharing melted mushroom sandwich. Simply just fulfill our Sunday afternoon.

expect the unexpected

hope for the hopeless

It's a rebound. It'll disappear soon. Don't worry. He told me. I smiled. :)
We were happy and found comfort, that's a good thing right? He said. yeah, i answered. 
I'm so tired to falling in and out of love. It would be great if there is this someone that already know me and i already know her and we know we can be together only if we want to. Nothing excited, just boring and plain. He told me. 
Dont close your heart, someone is in somewhere waiting for you. I told him. 


oh well, i heard that you found her. Guess she gave things that i couldn't give to you. 
Here i sincerely wish you happiness. I hope it's really truly from my bottom of my heart. 


You just came in and out of my life easily, and i'm hanging right here and have to act like i don't care at all. How worst is that feeling huh? I though i handle it well, but actually i'm the loser. Loser from the beginning. 


Never mind, I'll find someone like you. :)